Does it ever go away?
No. It changes, though.
The weight of it, I guess.
At some point, it becomes bearable.
It turns into something that you can crawl out from under,
and carry around like a brick in your pocket.
And you even forget it for a while,
but then you reach in for whatever reason,
and there it is.
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Sometimes, lines from a randomly-picked movie will overwhelmingly strike you at the least expected moment, like a fine stimuli falls right on the spot you thought it was numb for long enough. Those you put under the category of "healed/ away" actually stay right there, and those you think you own are nothing but phantom limbs...
Anyway, time moves on.
Happy birthday, to me.
- Oct 21 Fri 2011 16:09
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